Shira Anthony: Encore


Thanks, Michael, for hosting me today and letting me tell everyone a bit about my brand-new Dreamspinner Press release, Encore.  Make sure to enter the drawing for the Blue Notes Holiday 2013 Blog Tour—I’m offering up some great prizes, including a brand-new Kindle with a bunch of my books loaded on it!  Details at the bottom of this post.

For those of you new to the Blue Notes Series, each book is a standalone story (books can be read in any order).  Although Encore is fifth novel by publication date, it is chronologically the first, and it’s a great place to start reading the series.

Encore is both a coming of age story and a romance between adult men.  It’s also the story of modern day star-crossed lovers, and while there’s a happy ending, it’s a very real story of pain, loss, and learning to move on from both.  It begins in the 1970s and ends in the present.  The characters are musicians, but you don’t need to be a musician to understand their emotional connection, or how important music is in their lives.

To say that Encore is near and dear to my heart might be a bit of an understatement.  There is more of my heart in this book than any other book in the series (or any other book I’ve written).

For those of you who might not be familiar with my personal story, here’s the quick background.  I’m a lifelong musician who played violin for 17 years and sang opera professionally for about as long.  My mother and my sister were also musicians (my mother is still performing on her harpsichord in her late 70s!).  Music is in my brain, my heart, and my soul.  Giving up my music career was very difficult for me.

Fast forward to Encore, the 5th book in my of classical music themed gay romance series, Blue Notes. Of all the books in the series, this one has the most connections to my childhood and my early experiences with music.  One of them is the violin that plays a pivotal role in the story.  That was my violin.  Let me explain….

BisiachRoger Nelson, once of the main characters, is a supremely talented violinist.  For reasons I won’t go into here (don’t want to spoil the story!), he loses his ability to play the violin when his career is just about to take off.  His grief over the loss of his music is one of the main sources of tension in the story.  At the source of that grief is his beautiful violin, a stunning Italian instrument made by Leandro Bisiach in the late 1800s.  That violin is Roger’s heart and soul incarnate.  I owned that instrument for about fifteen years, and when I sold it, I felt a real sense of loss. It was like I said goodbye to one of my oldest and dearest friends, knowing I’d probably never see that friend again.

Roger’s violin made its first appearance in Prelude, one of the other Blue Notes Series books.  In it, there’s a flashback scene where violinist Alex Bishop plays for the music director of the Chicago Symphony Orchestra, the other main character in Encore, John Fuchs.  His violin teacher?  Roger.  Alex is overwhelmed when his teacher, Roger, gives him a new violin.  But Alex doesn’t understand the true significance of that gift.  In Encore, we see the truth behind it.  And the moment when Roger passes that violin on to the next generation of musicians is a pivotal one between the main characters.

I’ll leave you with the original scene from Prelude to give you a taste of what you’ll experience in Encore.  Want to read the first chapter of EncoreClick here.

Want to win a Kindle loaded with books?  How about a sterling silver music-themed necklace?  Click here to enter the blog tour giveaway.  You can enter more than once, so don’t be shy!  -Shira

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Excerpt from Prelude

“Alex Bishop, meet John Fuchs.”

Alex’s eyes widened with recognition as he reached out to shake John’s hand. “It’s an honor, Maestro. I apologize for being so late, I—”

“Don’t sweat it, son,” the conductor of the Chicago Symphony interrupted with a warm smile. “I’m guessing Roger made you wait on at least a few occasions. He’s certainly kept me waiting a few times.”

This time it was Roger who coughed.

“So I’m told you’re interested in NEC.” John gestured for Alex to sit down next to him, then motioned for Roger to bring Alex a bottle of water.

“I’ve always dreamed about going to New England Conservatory.” Alex winced inwardly at how young and overly eager he must sound. “I’m just not sure I can afford—”

“If you’ve got the talent, there are scholarships available.” John’s expression was both understanding and kind.

Alex accepted a bottle of water from Roger and guzzled nearly half of it. His heart was still racing, but it wasn’t from exertion anymore. Talking to John Fuchs made him incredibly nervous. “I… I’m not sure I’m that good.”

He silently hoped he could manage to play in front of Fuchs without falling on his face—the man was a legend! He’d listened to the conductor’s recordings when his mother was still alive. How old would he be now? Late forties? Fifties? Like most teens, Alex wasn’t very good at judging age, and in spite of the white hair, John’s face was full of youth. Expressive. Attractive too.

“That’s not what I’ve heard.” John shot a wink in Roger’s direction. “Your teacher seems to think I’m not wasting my time.”

“Maestro Nelson is very kind.” Alex’s cheeks heated as he gazed with genuine admiration at the man who had guided him for such a long time. Even now, he wasn’t very comfortable with compliments, although over the years he’d learned to respond to them with something other than stuttered embarrassment. “He’s been teaching me for nearly seven years. He’s never charged me for lessons.”

“True.” Nelson rubbed a hand through his salt-and-pepper hair. “But you’ve paid your bill by helping me teach the younger students.” He turned and winked at Fuchs. “Alex here’s quite the charmer. The female students especially enjoy his work.”

Alex squirmed in his seat. In all honesty, he loved working with the younger students, but he was more uncomfortable with starry-eyed girls than he was with his teacher’s praise.

Perhaps sensing Alex’s continued embarrassment, John changed the subject. “So what are you going to play for me today, Alex?”

“The first movement of the Wieniawski violin concerto.” Alex was relieved to be moving on from the uncomfortable conversation—playing his fiddle was familiar territory and something he wasn’t self-conscious about.

Roger nodded in tacit approval, then walked over to the upright piano pushed up against the studio wall and pulled a piece of dog-eared music from the substantial pile on the piano’s stand. The piano bench creaked as he sat down.

“Excellent!” John took a swig of his water and sat at attention. “Although I suppose I’ll also have to put up with Roger’s less than stellar piano playing, won’t I?”

Roger scowled good-naturedly at John as Alex pulled his battered instrument from its case. “Dear, dear,” Roger tutted with a quick glance at John. “We really must do something about getting you a new instrument, Alex.”

“This one’s fine, Maestro.” Alex tightened his bow and tucked the violin under his chin.

“No. I really don’t think so. The sound has only deteriorated over the years. It’s really not suitable for someone the likes of Maestro Fuchs.”

Alex stared at Roger in stunned silence. He had no other violin, and he had no money to repair the crack on the top of the old fiddle, let alone buy another instrument. Why would he bring this up now? “But, Maestro, I… I…,” he stammered, his face hot with shame. He knew the violin was woefully lacking, even though he loved it dearly. He’d asked his social worker about whether there might be money available to buy a new one, but she’d just sighed. He was lucky the state paid for his rent.

John shook his head. “Really, Roger, do you have to be so cruel?”

Alex fought the urge to sink into the floorboards and disappear.

For a moment, Alex hoped his teacher was joking. But Roger’s tone was serious, firm. He took a deep breath and began to pack the violin away. He felt miserable—he’d wanted nothing more than to play for Fuchs. He’d already sent his college application to NEC, and he’d been wondering how he’d come up with the money to fly to Boston or even make an audition tape. “I’m very sorry, Maestro Fuchs. I hope that when I get a better instrument, you’ll still be willing to hear me play.”

“Roger….” John blew out a breath that sounded like air being released from a steam pipe.

“Oh… all right,” snapped Roger. “But I couldn’t help it, could I?”

John scowled and shook his head again.

Roger shrugged, then got up from the piano and walked over to the wooden armoire on the opposite side of the room. Without a word, he opened the large doors and pulled something out, then walked silently back over to where Alex was still packing up his ancient violin. “There’s no need to postpone the audition, Alex.”

“What? Why not? But you said—”

“You have a far more suitable violin to play.” Roger pulled a brand-new violin case from behind his back and held it out to Alex.

Alex stared at the case, then back up at Roger, uncomprehending.

“Well? Don’t you want to see what’s inside?”

“S-sure.” Alex gingerly laid the case on the table and popped open the latches to reveal a green crushed velvet lining. Inside were a beautiful violin and not one but two bows. Alex’s jaw dropped. One of the bows alone was probably worth more than he earned in an entire year playing for tips.

“My gift to you, Alex Bishop.” Roger glanced over to John, the wrinkles around his eyes more pronounced with his broad smile.

“But really, I can’t—” Alex could never pay his teacher back for this. It was a gorgeous instrument. Italian, probably nineteenth century. Alex guessed it sounded as magnificent as it looked. It must have cost a fortune. Thousands of dollars. Tens of thousands, even.

“Yes.” Roger cut across Alex. “You can and you will. But you must promise me one thing first.”

“Yes. Of course.” Alex was more out of breath at that moment than when he had first arrived at the studio. “Anything.”

“Promise me that you’ll send me tickets to your Boston Symphony debut,” Roger said, deadpan.

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Blue Notes Series Holiday 2013 Giveaway Info:

  • Begins on release day for “Encore,” November 11, 2013
  • Ends on New Year’s Eve, December 31, 2013, at midnight
  • Drawings are open to both U.S. readers and international readers, but physical prizes (Kindle, necklace, book, and t-shirt) are for U.S. readers only. I will award a virtual set of the first 4 Blue Notes Series books to one winner from outside the U.S.
  • Prizes (U.S. Only):
    • Grand Prize: A Kindle loaded with the first 4 Blue Notes Series books and some of my other back titles
    • 1st Place: A sterling silver music themed necklace
    • 2nd Place: Winner’s choice of one of my back titles in paperback (i.e., not including the 2 new releases)
    • 3rd Place: Blue Notes t-shirt, cover of the winner’s choice

Buylinks: 

Encore: https://www.dreamspinnerpress.com/store/product_info.php?products_id=4353&cPath=55_484

Blue Notes Series: https://www.dreamspinnerpress.com/store/index.php?cPath=54_673

Blurb: Cool kid violinist Roger Nelson doesn’t give a damn about anything. Wannabe conductor John Fuchs is awkward, effeminate, and just figuring out he’s gay. Despite their differences, they become friends—then lovers—and after college, they try to make it work. But it’s the 1970s, and Roger can’t bring himself to admit he’s gay. Worse, after his brother is killed in Vietnam, Roger tries to live up to his memory and be the perfect son. Then after suffering one tragedy too many, he makes the biggest mistake of his life: Roger pushes John away.

Through the years, they dance around the truth and in and out of each other’s lives, never quite able to let go. Twenty years later, Roger still carries the pain of losing his dream of a brilliant career with him, while John is a superstar conductor with a wild reputation. John’s off-stage antics get him plenty of attention, good and bad, though deep down, he wants only Roger. Finally determined to hold on to what really matters, Roger asks John for another chance, and when John panics and runs, Roger has to convince him to listen to his heart.

Note:  Blue Notes Series novels are standalone stories and can be read in any order.  “Encore” is chronologically the first in the series.

Shira’s Bio: Shira Anthony was a professional opera singer in her last incarnation, performing roles in such operas as Tosca, Pagliacci, and La Traviata, among others. She’s given up TV for evenings spent with her laptop, and she never goes anywhere without a pile of unread M/M romance on her Kindle.

Shira is married with two children and two insane dogs, and when she’s not writing, she is usually in a courtroom trying to make the world safer for children. When she’s not working, she can be found aboard a 35’ catamaran at the Carolina coast with her favorite sexy captain at the wheel.

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Website: https://www.shiraanthony.com
E-mail: shiraanthony@hotmail.com


5 responses to “Shira Anthony: Encore”

  1. I have to tell you, I’ve been meaning to ask you about the inspiration about this series and what it means to you. Now I know, and I can understand and commiserate with having to give up something that you obviously loved so much! Tell me, do you still do anything musical, or is that something that you’ve closed the door on firmly? I used to do a lot of theater–to the point I seriously considered becoming an actress. These days, writing fulfills my creative needs–more than acting ever did. I still look back with nostalgia at that time, though!

    • I don’t do much music anymore, Sarah. I never really enjoyed doing recitals, although sometimes I do charity sort of things. I loved opera – the music, the staging, the costumes… hard to get close to that, unfortunately. But I’ve begun to realize I can live vicariously through my characters! Seriously, though, I think writing really has replaced the hole in my heart left from giving up my music after so long. I’m not 100% “fixed”, but I’m working on it! It’s hard to give up a career in the arts–those kinds of careers create true emotional connections that, at least in my own experience, other careers do not.

  2. It always seemed like the violin causes more emotional connections for the person who plays it than any instrument I can think of (except maybe the guitar). I’ve always been curious why, so this is a great post!

    • Thanks, Trix! I know for me (and for my character, Roger, in “Encore”), the violin was a physical extension of his body and his musical soul. It’s also a very “vocal” instrument, in that you really do breathe life into it and it sings much like a human voice. It may be the closest instrument to the voice, in fact. And you can’t get much closer to your body than carrying your own internal instrument (vocal chords) around!

  3. Lovely excerpt and very touching. I’ve always thought of instruments as an extension of someone and all of them have their own way of way of reaching someone. I quite enjoy hearing violin solos but I also love hearing the piano and woodwind players.

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